30DBC Day 13

Day 13 — Write a letter to: Someone you wish could forgive you

To be honest I wish Heavenly Father to forgive me for the Stupidity that I've done the past couple years! I Know nobody's perfect and things happen. But life's been so interesting, and so tough lately because, recently I finally figured out what I truly wanted in life. And it has been a rewarding process, and it has been really tough lately! I've been seeing my bishop because of the struggles I've had. But I'm truly grateful for the Atonement of Christ! If it wasn't for that we'd all be screwed. I seriously wouldn't know what to do if it wasn't for the Atonement of Christ! Now that I'm going through a process, I'm learning more of the Gospel, and learning to have a better Personal Worship in my life! I truly Love the Book of Mormon! That book has helped me even if I don't read anything that helps me in my personal life, it always has something to just give me peace that I'm doing the right thing, and I'm heading in the right direction! It's just so comforting, and feels so great to just be living the way I should! Being able to make goals of what I want, and need in my life! I'm grateful for the friends that encourage me to do the best that I can be! I'm grateful for my parents for their support, and Love that they have for me! I've definitely changed for the better, and I enjoy of who I am today! I wouldn't change the past couple years for anything! I'm grateful for the guys I dated, because, even though both of them were so tough to date, it turned out to be worth it considering where one of them is at, as well as where I stand right now! I'm so excited for whatever comes at me because, I know I'm stronger that I can kick Satan to the ground, even if I'm struggling so hard to just keep myself on my two feet! I know that I can do it as long as I know that I'm not alone, and Heavenly Father will always help me through anything as long as I turn to him to give me some peace of a certain situation. As well as just having to courage to tell my loved ones what is going on in my life.

Tell me: A song that is a guilty pleasure

Evacuate the Dance Floor By: Cascada

(Oh)
Turn up the music
Let´s get out on the floor
I like to move it
Come and give me some more

Watch me getting physical
Out of control, Ah
there's people watching me, Ah
I never miss a beat

Still the night, kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right, keep it tight
‘Cause it's pulling you in

Wrap it up you can't stop
‘Cause it feels like an overdose
(feels like an overdose)

Oh, oh
Evacuate the dancefloor Oh, oh
I'm infected by the sound Oh, oh
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey Dr. DJ let the music
take me underground

(Everybody in the club) Oh, oh
Evacuate the dancefloor Oh, oh
I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club) Oh, oh
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey Dr. DJ come burn
this place right down
to the ground

(Oh)
My body’s aching
System overload
Temperature’s rising
I'm about to explode

Watch me I'm intoxicated
Taking the show, Ah
it's got me hypnotized, Ah
Everybody step aside

Still the night, kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right, keep it tight
‘Cause it's pulling you in

Wrap it up you can't stop
‘Cause it feels like an overdose
(feels like an overdose)

Oh, oh
Evacuate the dancefloor Oh, oh
I'm infected by the sound Oh, oh
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey Dr. DJ let the music
take me underground

(Everybody in the club) Oh, oh
Evacuate the dancefloor Oh, oh
I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club) Oh, oh
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey Dr. DJ come burn
this place right down
to the ground

Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
Push it to the top
Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
You don't have to be afraid

Now guess who’s back
with a brand new track?
They got everybody in
the club going mad
So everybody in the back
Get your back up off
the wall and just
shake that thang

Go crazy Yo lady Yo baby
Let me see you wreck that thang
Now drop it down low, low
Let me see you take it to
the dancefloor, yo

Everybody in the club
(Evacuate the dancefloor)
Everybody in the club
(I'm infected by the sound)

Everybody in the club
(Stop this beat is killing me)
Hey Dr. DJ let the music
take me underground

Oh, oh
Evacuate the dancefloor Oh, oh
I'm infected by the sound Oh, oh
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey Dr. DJ let the music
take me underground

(Everybody in the club) Oh, oh
Evacuate the dancefloor Oh, oh
I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club) Oh, oh
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey Dr. DJ come burn
this place right down
to the ground

Ok I admit it I'm craving to go dancing! haha!

I want to know: How do you think others view you?

I honestly have no idea... I'm sure people think that I'm a sweet girl, innocent, and very smilie! Has a good attitude, People think that I may be beautiful. I honestly can't read minds so I don't know what they're thinking of me! I know of what people close to me, those that I work with, those regulars that come to my work practically everyday, think that I'm a good friend, great listener, cares for everybody around me and that I go out of my way to help people that are in need of help! :D I'm very loyal to my friends and family I defend them fully when situations may arise! I'm loving and caring for those around me. I really have no idea! :P But if you'd like to tell me what you think about me! I'd be honored to hear it! ;)

Tell me Your favorite musician and why?

One of my favorite Musicians is actually an LDS artist and one of many of whose music I enjoy the most! His Name is Paul Cardall! He plays classical Piano to New age music. One of the main reasons as to why I like this artist is because, He was born with Congenital Heart Disease where he should've passed away hours after birth, but some doctors did a special heart surgery to help him stay alive. He lived with a very very poor heart for 30 years. Almost 2 years ago he was finally able to get an emergency heart Transplant and he is doing amazing! His story of that journey is heart warming and full of blessings and Miracles from our Heavenly Father! His book is called "Living for Eden" It's published from a blog that he kept updated for his family, friends and fans to look at to see how he was doing. In his book he talks about memories, lessons he learned, as well as grief and joy with in his life. He also shares what his heart looked like. It's very interesting and very miraculous that he lived with the heart he had for 30 years! Now he can enjoy the next 30 with his wife and beautiful Daughter! ;)

"Life is tough but it's even tougher When you're stupid." (Do what works in Life) -Anonymous