Lagoon Frightmares

Last Saturday I went to Lagoon Frightmares with some friends and made a couple new ones that were in my group! :D My friend Larry Fullenwider invited me to go and luckily I was able to get someone to cover for me at work. I was up there for the whole day! haha! Crazy!

Grrrr! I can't upload pictures from my facebook... :( because when I try to transfer to my lap top they all have the same address or something like that... :P

Anyways, We rode pretty much all the rides(including re-entry(which is my least favorite! :P) We watched a hypnotist show! It was so entertaining! I should have volunteered for the heck of it, but I didn't. It was so much fun to watch people get so relaxed, a few people got so relaxed that they fell out of their chairs! But he just played with them and was saying towards the end that they would say that that experience was one of the best in their life! It was so much fun! At one point, he put them all to sleep(those that actually were hypnotised), he put them to sleep, and told them that when they woke up that they'd be 4 year olds and act as so innocent and cute and fun. When they woke up, he asked them what their favorite show was, most of them named Barney and Friends. Haha! One guy was like "I don't like Barney!" (heck yes! haha!). So he put him to sleep, and said that when he wakes up he would no longer be 4 years old. He would wake up and he'd be Barney, act like him. He gave him a purple cape with a green belly. When he woke up. The Hypnotist said "Boys and Girls please welcome Barney. They all cheered. And skipped around to the theme song. "Barney is a Dinosaur from our imagination..." Then when they were done with that, The hypnotist said, "Now Barney, our Audience has a special request to sing the famous song, 'I Love you' now kids while singing this you must sing as loud as you can, and go out and hug everybody in the audience." I got hugged by three people! It was so hilarious! :D haha! They were in the middle of doing that, and he said wake, and they were all so confused of what they were doing. He's like what are you guys doing? uhh.... I don't know... The guy that was Barney, he took off the costume and put it behind his shirt! haha! It was classic! The hypnotist gave them "500 dollar Bills" and said that when they woke up they would talk about their experience freely, and if anybody asks about the 500 dollar bills that they would deny that they have them. And when they went to bed they'd remember about the 500 dollar bill.

That show was so amazing! :D I went into two of the Haunted attractions(I hate Haunted stuff... :P) But my favorite one was the walls were painted with glow in the dark paint, and you had to wear 3D glasses, the only thing that I didn't like about it so much was that I had a head ache and the strogue lights just made that worse! :P other than that I enjoyed that part. Jumped a couple times, and the actors kept following me around! gah! Stay away from me, you're in my bubble!

Haha! I have friends that are like, oh! Guess what you're coming with us to go to Haunted Forest... Oh boy! haha! I even have a friend that works there! Oh JOY! This is going to be interesting!


"Life is tough but it's even tougher When you're stupid." (Do what works in Life) -Anonymous

Just Friends...

Deitrick and broke up... simply of the reason that we both prayed about it... and simply we aren't meant to be together... :( It was hard, and it still is, because I still have feelings for him! And He has the same feelings for me! The thing that was funny, we both came to that realization on the same day, and talked about it the next day in person... He was the one that brought it up, partly because I didn't want to break up yet... But it's for the best I guess... I'll learn to move on. We decided together to just be friends, of which I'd rather happen than a horrible break up ending in a fight and having drama all the time you run into each other and ignore each other... it's better to end on good terms and not talk than not talk at all...

This weekend Deitrick's phone turned off because his father turned it off... And I went crazy, because he is my best friend right now that I tell pretty much everything to! And him not having a phone, I just went crazy! I totally didn't sleep well the last 2 nights because I usually called him when going to bed and would chat with him for a little bit. I know it sounds like we're still together...

Since I moved back to my parent's house in Lehi, I have been I guess you can say a different person than what I've been used to for about a year! because I am back to my old ways of being home all the time and being bored... most of my friends that I enjoy hanging out with live in Orem/provo area, and I can't exactly go out and hang out with them... Buses always come late, or I go out end up having fun that I want to stay out late and not want to come home. I Love being home... but, when I was in Orem, It took me 5 to ten minutes to the bus stop to get me where ever I wanted to go, whether I was going to the mall, or to UVU, or to meet up with some friends to hang out... Or I had friends that lived a few minutes away to pick me up and drive somewhere to go have fun! It was so much easier to get around... where in Lehi, I Live about a mile away from the nearest Bus stop! I miss having my own space to just breath when needed, and having a place to myself for a couple hours or so while my roommate was out and about. Here I am complaining about everything in my life is so messed up and what not... I need to start thinking about what I am truly thankful for! Probably things will look better that way!

Today, I'm grateful that I at least have a job. I don't like my work environment right now... Which I know is at every work place you go to. But at Where I work, it used to not be the way it is right now... People still gossiped which I chose to stay out of that and still do...But it was kind of a party! I worked with a ton of great and fun people. Through this past year and a half it feels like everything is changing. People are more moody than usual, I can understand every once in a while... but everyday? Gah! I want to be happy at work! And finding a better job right now is not going so well... :P

As you all know I failed the test for the 3rd time... I'm not sure if I want to take the test again... :( How sad is that? :( If I do take the test again I'll probably take it in November... Cause I think by then I'll be ready to do it again and my mind will be more clear!


This past weekend I got a New book! :D Backlash by Traci Hunter Abramson(my favorite Author! :) It's a really good book! haha!

Yesterday(October 17,2010), I got to go to Ward Prayer with my ward in Orem! Oh it was nice to see people again! I Miss that ward like crazy! It felt better to be around Deitrick when other people were around, but when we were alone driving in the car to a destination, it was tough! I wanted to cuddle, hug, and just be close, and just feel Loved! I told him when I dropped him off at his house, that I liked being with him when being with a Group of people. Being alone with him just drove us crazy! And it would just hurt us more!

Right now, I'm not wanting to be home... I'm wanting to be out and about doing things with friends so that I won't think too much! Basically I want to distract myself even though I can't deny what I felt for deitrick was real. I just need friends and be more social and put myself out there! And just have fun! Just not too much fun right?! haha! :D
"Life is tough but it's even tougher When you're stupid." (Do what works in Life) -Anonymous