little experiment... I hope it works

I am going to try a little experiment to see if I can actually get some pictures this blog post hehehe! :D So my Sweet Boyfriend came back from Florida a few weeks(trust me I almost went crazy! Luckily my brother helped me out! LOL)ago and he said he would bring me something and asked what my favorite Disney Character was? I told him Belle! :D And he brought me back the cutest little wooden figure of Belle! I can't really describe it very well, so I'll just put pictures up! :D




This is my Belle! Isn't she so cute!! I LOVE her like crazy just because of the thought that came from him giving her to me! LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!

So last week was Memorial Day and I went to see Night at the Museum with Kevin. And while I was waiting for him to come get me at my Grandparents house, I took some pictures! And some turned out pretty good! :D I think, I don't think I am very good with photography, but I try my best. I am wanting to save some pennies to get myself a photoshop! That would be awesome!! :D

I'll post some of my favorite pictures! :D




Abbie holding on to Cluck Cluck! Seriously that is the Hen's name! My sister Kendra Named her and Abbie, Noah and Ellie and the rest of my family went with it! It was funny! :D LOL :D





Cluck Cluck on my Dad's Shoulder.




Cluck Cluck Nesting on my mom's Shoulder! It was cute!! :D






One of my Favorite pictures I think! I Love the Sun effect sometimes! It just makes a perfect touch! :D This was in front of my Grandparents house while I was waiting for Kevin to come. I have always wanted to take pictures of the U.S. Flag! Mainly because "I am an American! Where at least I know I am Free! Where I won't forget the men who Died who gave that right to me!"





Another one of my favorites! :D I have all of the pictures from Memorial Day on Facebook if you'd like to look! :D

"Everything to Me"( I gotta share)

I really got to share this... I have a friend that shares her thoughts and feelings about what she is going through. She is going through a hard time right now, but I won't share her name because I respect her and Look up to her and also I LOVE HER LIKE CRAZY!! She is a very sweet, Loving, beautiful Girl!! Any great Guy would be Lucky to have her for a wife! She is truly amazing! She gives her all to everything she does!! She has made so much an influence in my life during her trial. Any ways this post is dedicated to her! Now, this friend is Pregnant and Single, and placing her Daughter to an amazing Family because of how much she Loves her Cute unborn Daughter. And because as much as she wants to keep her, her daughter wouldn't have the best life! Thanks to my friend's Unselfish decision to place her Baby up for Adoption, She is giving her Daughter the best Life she could ever have! :D And still have the chance to Love her, think about her, and Be happy and well pleased of whatever her Daughter grows up to do... Now, before she announced that she was placing her baby for adoption she posted these two Videos, Called "Everything to me" By Mark Shultz. This first Video is his

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z61zdZJ


This next one is the Music Video of the Song! It brings chills to my back every time I listen to it and Watch it! :D It is truly amazing! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tqqj35r8aUc


My Friend is so amazing to me! I Look up to her for what she is learning from this! I don't think of her in any negative way possible. When I first heard that she was pregnant, I was shocked at first... But I then chose to Love her, help her, and be her friend the best way I can, and just be there for her! And I hope she doesn't mind me sharing and dedicating this post to her! I Do Love her so much! She is amazing! And I can't wait to meet her Daughter in 3 months. And maybe meet the Adoptive parents too! :D I am very Excited for my Friend! :D And By Golly she looks cute pregnant! LOL

Pharmacy Technician Stuff ;)

Ok... I am going to kinda start up with my pharmacy Technician stuff stuff. I started up again with my Pharmacy Technician hours again at the beginning of the month of May. And I started this month with about 60 hours out of 180 hours of what I need as part of applying to become a pharmacy Technician. And this month before I took my Pharmacy Technician test I ended with 136 hours done out of 180 hours! :D Crazy Stuff and all of that was 6 hour shifts five days a week for 2 weeks this month. Then I took my Pharmacy Technician Test on the 22nd of May. Now let me explain something before I tell you my result of my test and what is going on right now. Pretty much by Law I have to pass the test in order to finish the Pharmacy Technician Application. And if I fail the test I can't do any of my Tech hours till I have passed the test, and also, I have to wait 90 days from the day I took the test to sign up for the test again(if I have failed, does that make sense?). And I also have to get all my hours done, pass the test with in a year. Now my question is... when does the year point start? Does it start from whenever I started my Tech Course at Taylor Drug Pharmacy? Or Does it start from when I get the officiall approval that I can start as a Pharmacy Technician in Training? That is the thing I am confused about...

Well... here are the results of my my test(or what I got whether it was a pass or fail, I get my official results mailed to me or e-mailed I don't remember which? on June 5). You might have guessed or have already known that I have failed the test and I have to wait 90 days to sign up for the test and take it again. Now sadly, I have a hunch that my year ends on or around August 20, 2009. And if I were to be able to sign up for the test again... it would be about August 22nd or so.. and that would be passed that "year mark". but if the year mark starts on when I got approved to start training, then that would be End of September beginning of October. So then I might be able to have the chance to take the Test end of August and pass it! And finish the rest of my hours... So here ya go... but I do have a plan, and I hope it works and hope I get support cause I will be even more dedicated, because I don't want another 1000 Bucks go down the drain like what it probably already has! :P I probably won't do school again this August. :P As much as I don't want that to happen, it will be a sacrafice I will need to make so that I can focus even more on what I need to do to pass the test for the Second time, and then save money to Go back to School next January, and hopefully by then I'll be close to getting my Pharmacy Technician License. And hopefully will have passed the Test by then. Because I don't want another Disappointment on myself.

I have learned from my Failing the Test, and I know what I need to focus on to help me pass. It is Math! :P ugh! But we need it so that if I were to work in a hospital, I would be able to know the equations I need to know incase I need to make I.V.'s or what ever else that I would be doing in the Hospital. Because I do need to know those things for the Test anyways... so I might as well use them. Working in a hospital would be a very interesting place to work at especially where I would have a few patients to take care of and what not, but yet, I would like to work in a pharmacy that is good to their cutomers( Like what Taylor Drug does). For example: At Taylor Drug, if a patient doesn't know what a co-pay went up for some odd reason, we usually try to look and see why the Insurance is being so stubborn, and if they have paid a cheaper amount before and the Insurance is just bein Lame, we usually ask one of the owners to decrease the price of the prescription.(Does that make sense). I've heard that Walgreen's is not very friendly to their customers, I don't really want to get involved with walgreen's because of that. Because I would want to help the patients as much as I can to help satisfy their needs as much as possible, if there isn't anything I can do with the insurance, I would want to apologize and ask the patient to call their insurance and ask why the co-pay is higher, or what ever. (Does any of this make sense?). I Have really like Taylor Drug a lot because of some of the people that come in to fill their prescriptons... I can honestly say that I enjoy some people that come to our Pharmacy! It makes work fun! I guess you can say when I actually have the time to talk with them and have pleasant Conversations! :D That is what I enjoy a lot! of course there are some that drive me crazy! But other than that I enjoy most everybody that comes in! :D People I work with... that is kind of a different question! We are all pretty much Family! It is so much fun sometimes! Of course there are people I don't exactly like working with and I am sure they don't really like working with me as much as I don't like working with them(maybe). But, I do like most of the people I work with! I also work with a Cousin that is learning to become a pharmacist! And He is one of my favorite people to work with for sure! It has been really enjoyable to get to know him a little better(even though my family has had tons of Family gatherings and he has been to most of the big ones!). I get to know him in a different perspective! *Note: I am not sharing names due to Confidentiality, I won't share their names unless I have permission to.* But any ways. My cousin is a really smart cookie! He is on his last year of Pharmacy School and started his first round of 7 Rotations for his last year(Rotations are pretty much where they work at different pharmacies to get some "Volunteer hours" that is pretty much how I think of it because you don't get paid for the full time hours you have to do for six weeks of one rotation...) of pharmacy School! My cousin Graduates from Pharmacy School Next May! I am so excited for him! He will be one amazing Pharmacist! I can honestly say I look up to my cousin for finishing school. It hasn't been an easy road for him, he did it all with an amazing Wife that watches the kids while he is in school, studies, and does work along with that! She is one amazing person! She gives more than she really receives! She Loves and supports my Cousin with all her heart and they both look forward to when he is done with his schooling! :D My Cousin has done his best to be a good Father to his children! :D He may not be home very often, but he does talk about them a lot at work! It is very fun to hear! :D

Ok I think I am done venting about my worries and stresses about becoming a pharmacy Technician! LOL Even though I went off on a different point for a while. I Love my Family very much! And My pharmacy Intern Cousin is one of those I Look up too in my family! :D I enjoy working with him! :D And I hope he knows that! :D Love ya Cuz! :D

Love Story(Taylor Swift) meets Viva La Vida By Jon Schmidt

This is the coolest thing ever!! :D It talks about why he wrote the song, and just listen how good it is! Jon Schmidt is such an amazing Piano Composer! If you Like Cold Play you'll like it! If you have a daughter or someone you know that Loves Taylor Swift She'll Like it! :D If you just Like Jon Schmidt! You'll definately Love this! :D LOL!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys

I need to figure out how to make paragraphs! :P

I am not getting this very well... How do I make paragraphs and make it look like I have paragraphs on the actual blog site? :P It is bugging me and probably some other people that like read my boring blog so far... I haven't been able to keep up at it for a while and then I just started up again!! Crazy stuff!! :P

But yeah... if you know how to make paragraphs before you publish the post that would be great to tell me how! Please!! :D That would be great!

My 19th Birthday!!

Last weekend was general conference! And guess what? It was my birthday too! hahaha! :D

On Friday (April 3rd) I went to school did my thing... and after that Kevin took me out! When I got home from our outing... my house was decorated with streamers! I officiall figured out that my family threw me a surprise party!!!! :D It was so awesome and I was pretty surprised anyways (even though one of my High School friends kind of spoiled it the day before at Children of Eden! :( ) But anyways, It was so much fun! It was a chic and unique boquet! There were flower clips!! and Hats!! I was able to get some free stuff... and it all depended on how much was sold and how much credit I would get!! WE ALMOST GOT A 100 dollar credit! It was so cool! I got one hat ( my mom bought at my cousin Brynn's Party a few weeks before! I wanted to go... but I had to work... :P I pretty much told my mom... if you see something cute that you think I might like... get it! LOL! She did more than that!! :D) and 2 flower clips! :D I chose the one that went with my clothes I was wearing that day! :D It is kind of a plade with blue, green, kind of an orange color, and a darker blue(that almost looks black far away!) Then I chose two more hats at the party... One of them is brown with roses! And the other one is a grayish color with a bit of a design on it! I was able to get flower clips that go pretty well with all my hats... it just depends on what I wear to see if they would be able to color corrdinate! :D It was a really fun party!!

Kevin got to meet a few of my really good friends from High school! Kim marsden(which is pretty much my best friend ever and pretty much like my sister!! :D) And Tiffany Russon! :D They all seemed to have fun talking and Kevin got to know me a little bit more through them I guess... LOL! :D

Saturday was of course general conference! :D I Love general conference! I didn't start becomeing an influence on me till I was about 17 and a half... I started listening and being able to learn a lot! :D On my 18th birthday, that was the day of the Solem assemble for President Hinkley! It was awesome cause I just turned 18 and was able to sustain president monson 3 times... once with the YW, RS, and with the whole Church! It was so amazing!! The talk that influenced me the most last year was when Elder Hales gave a talk for those that were Sexually offended! I needed that for so long, that I wondered why I didn't get it while I was going through the actual trial itself? But once I came to think about it... I held a grudge for so long towards this person, that I finally learned to let go of the past and try to move on happily and live more positively! :D And When he gave that talk I just began to cry and my parents started to tear up(especially my dad)! They knew who that was supposed to go to in my family and it was so amazing that I still had a lot to learn, and I already knew who I could turn to for help whenever I needed it! :D This year how ever there were a lot of talks that helped me! Elder Bednar's Talk was one of them! He talked on Temple attendance and how we need to attend more often! And if we aren't at the moment going very often that we need to repent and make it a goal to start attending as soon as possible!! :D I don't remember Elder Holland's talk very much... but when he spoke, I just remember how strong the spirit was! It was so amazing!! President Monson's Talk!!! WOW!!! TAlk about amazing and powerful! He talked about also us to attend to the temple more often... he strongly talked about the internet being used for really good things such as Lds.org and other church websites... and also some other sites to help us to research in school to expand our education! He also gave us a very strong warning about pornography! And how dangerous that can be and how it ruins our lives, our families lives and other people that are close to you... and that if we are involved with it "CEASE NOW!!!!" He said with a really strong voice of authority that I really haven't heard from President Monson at all! WEll, I guess I better get used to that!! It was an amazing weekend! surprisingly this week felt like it went by pretty fast despite the fact it was kind of challenging in different ways! :D

After general conference ended on sunday(my birthday), my family went to my grandma and Grandpa Bourne's house to have my birthday dinner! :D Kevin got to meet my Grandparents! I think he really enjoyed himself especially where we talked with my cousin marlei most of the time!! It was really fun! :D Kevin got to know my grandparents little Dogs! Pixie (a little papillion), Kirby, (which is my Aunt Celeste's dog and also a papillion), Cadee(a pommeranian), Rusty( a Lassy dog and is my Aunt Cindy's), and then there is little Haylie(a shelty that is very shy and pretty silly! LOL!). Cadee was being a little protective little thing and wouldn't stop keeping an "eagle eye" on Kevin... "I don't know who you are, and what you are doing here, get out of my territory NOW!!!" Kind of look! It was funny! I loved it! It was wonderful!

And also I'd Like to say Happy Birthday to My Aunt Te'a! She is my birthday twin!! And I hope she had a great one too! :D :D :D :D

Re-Introduction

This is swimmingviolist's Fun place! :D Where I will be able to share my hard times and actually vent with out feeling like I'll get tendonitis in my wrist from Writing all the time! LOL!
My name is Natasha Brynn Robinson. I will be 19 on April 5th! I am going through my first semester of college! :D I graduated from High School May 29, 2008! :D And enjoy the fact that I am out of High School! Even though I enjoyed Swim Team and Orchestra! :D I am glad to be away from the drama! I have a Boyfriend. (we've been dating for about two months now! :D) His name is Kevin Mathews. He is from California, and a returned missionary! :D I met him on the first day of class in Institute! My institute teacher likes to claim the credit that he put us together... when really we just chose to be together... we talked for almost two hours that first day we met! And I felt a connection... I felt I wanted to talk to him and get to know him better! :D As it turns out... we went on a date the night we met! Ha! When does that happen? Considering I broke up with my ex-boyfriend just weeks before(week before Thanksgiving), and was just beggining to get over the heartbreak of breaking up with him( I am not used to breaking hearts like that, but I didn't feel right about the situtation I was in and about the whole thing). Well, back to Kevin, We went Bowling on our first date! I Love to bowl, despite the fact that I pretty much suck at it! But I have fun with it and have fun(and that is pretty much what counts! :D)!! We have definately have had our hard times(funny... so soon?) the hardest part with our relationship is the fact I still live at home and he lives in BYU approved housing, and we really don't want to push the rules and what not! We both work part time. He is a full-time student and I am just starting out part time... hopefully get to full time student next fall! :D

I am working towards a Pharmacy Technician Liscense where that will help me to go thorugh school! :D I get to sign up for the National Test tomorrow(hopefully I don't forget) , I will then be able to sign up for any date I want to take it! And Pass it! Cause then, I can finish my Tech hours and get my lisence by the one year mark(which is sometime in August and that is coming up quickly and silently!)

Something else about me is I like to vent... I think way too much(sometimes it costs some loss of sleep). pretty much I just think things through, mainly about my relationship with Kevin! He is so amazing! I Love him like crazy! and even just recently my Love for him has grown! :D Last week, his mom came down from California to visit and to see Kevin sing in a concert for UVU choir (they performed in the Assembly hall in Salt lake City). She arrived Wednesday afternoon, and I met her Thursday afternoon! :D I enjoyed every minute of her visit! :D I look forward to meeting the rest of his family! :D And getting to know Kevin a little bit more! :D We went for a Bowling game... and Kevin and I didn't really play our best game... but I still had fun! :D I mainly just focused on getting to know his mom... because she was going to be here for only a short time! I took practically that whole weekend off from school and work! :D And We went to see a Movie called Taken! That movie is very good... and also very very intense! Liam Neeson did really well on his part! :D Friday, Kevin's mom and I went up to Salt lake to see Kevin sing with his choir! They did really well!(at least I thought they did wonderfull!) I was able to get to know his mom even better because he had me sit in her car... and being in the car can make you bond like crazy! It was perfect to just get to know her and I bet she thinks visa versa! :D After the concert, we out to eat and enjoyed some cheap Tacos! LOL! it was a blast! :D My favorite part that night was seeing him on his soft side! :D After he helped me get into the car... I Looked into the reaview mirror and saw him Give a hug to his mom! :D My dad has said at times that "You're Never too Old to give hugs to your parents!" Kevin likes to tease sometimes... and it is kind of fun... cause when he does... I start to Laugh at myself! I am such a blonde! He makes my life fun in every way!! Of course there have been times where we have had a hard time, and I don't get to see him at all for a few consecutive days... and it gets hard... I get into a bad mood, and what not... I have thought to myself that This is really too hard... Can I live through this? But when I pray about it and ask Heavenly Father what I should do? I have always had the feeling of hold on and be patient! Happiness is coming your way! :D I have never gotten the feeling that I should break up with him... or we're going to break up! I have always felt that we'll be able to work through our hard times together! :D I of course still have a lot to learn! I want to be able to communicate a little better and actually share what I think with out hesitation! I sometimes wonder Why am I so Shy? Why can't I just talk to him about something that is so simple! (well, when i started thinking those questions, I was still getting know Kevin, and wasn't sure how he'd react or anything... just plain old fear over nothing!) Now that I know him a little better! I feel that it is beggining to get easier to actually communicate and talk to him! :D I now no longer feel so confused about our relationship! :D He called me last night and even though... I was almost alseep... I wasn't too angry about being woken up! LOL! I actually wasn't surprised of "who would be calling me at this time of night?" Ha! of course it is Kevin! LOL! I didn't see him at all yesterday because he had choir performances he needed to attend to and he got to miss school(Lucky Duck! LOL!) I Love Kevin! And I hope he knows that!! :D I enjoy being with him! And I look forward to what ever happends! :D


I LOVE YOU KEVIN!!! :D :D :D