Re-Introduction

This is swimmingviolist's Fun place! :D Where I will be able to share my hard times and actually vent with out feeling like I'll get tendonitis in my wrist from Writing all the time! LOL!
My name is Natasha Brynn Robinson. I will be 19 on April 5th! I am going through my first semester of college! :D I graduated from High School May 29, 2008! :D And enjoy the fact that I am out of High School! Even though I enjoyed Swim Team and Orchestra! :D I am glad to be away from the drama! I have a Boyfriend. (we've been dating for about two months now! :D) His name is Kevin Mathews. He is from California, and a returned missionary! :D I met him on the first day of class in Institute! My institute teacher likes to claim the credit that he put us together... when really we just chose to be together... we talked for almost two hours that first day we met! And I felt a connection... I felt I wanted to talk to him and get to know him better! :D As it turns out... we went on a date the night we met! Ha! When does that happen? Considering I broke up with my ex-boyfriend just weeks before(week before Thanksgiving), and was just beggining to get over the heartbreak of breaking up with him( I am not used to breaking hearts like that, but I didn't feel right about the situtation I was in and about the whole thing). Well, back to Kevin, We went Bowling on our first date! I Love to bowl, despite the fact that I pretty much suck at it! But I have fun with it and have fun(and that is pretty much what counts! :D)!! We have definately have had our hard times(funny... so soon?) the hardest part with our relationship is the fact I still live at home and he lives in BYU approved housing, and we really don't want to push the rules and what not! We both work part time. He is a full-time student and I am just starting out part time... hopefully get to full time student next fall! :D

I am working towards a Pharmacy Technician Liscense where that will help me to go thorugh school! :D I get to sign up for the National Test tomorrow(hopefully I don't forget) , I will then be able to sign up for any date I want to take it! And Pass it! Cause then, I can finish my Tech hours and get my lisence by the one year mark(which is sometime in August and that is coming up quickly and silently!)

Something else about me is I like to vent... I think way too much(sometimes it costs some loss of sleep). pretty much I just think things through, mainly about my relationship with Kevin! He is so amazing! I Love him like crazy! and even just recently my Love for him has grown! :D Last week, his mom came down from California to visit and to see Kevin sing in a concert for UVU choir (they performed in the Assembly hall in Salt lake City). She arrived Wednesday afternoon, and I met her Thursday afternoon! :D I enjoyed every minute of her visit! :D I look forward to meeting the rest of his family! :D And getting to know Kevin a little bit more! :D We went for a Bowling game... and Kevin and I didn't really play our best game... but I still had fun! :D I mainly just focused on getting to know his mom... because she was going to be here for only a short time! I took practically that whole weekend off from school and work! :D And We went to see a Movie called Taken! That movie is very good... and also very very intense! Liam Neeson did really well on his part! :D Friday, Kevin's mom and I went up to Salt lake to see Kevin sing with his choir! They did really well!(at least I thought they did wonderfull!) I was able to get to know his mom even better because he had me sit in her car... and being in the car can make you bond like crazy! It was perfect to just get to know her and I bet she thinks visa versa! :D After the concert, we out to eat and enjoyed some cheap Tacos! LOL! it was a blast! :D My favorite part that night was seeing him on his soft side! :D After he helped me get into the car... I Looked into the reaview mirror and saw him Give a hug to his mom! :D My dad has said at times that "You're Never too Old to give hugs to your parents!" Kevin likes to tease sometimes... and it is kind of fun... cause when he does... I start to Laugh at myself! I am such a blonde! He makes my life fun in every way!! Of course there have been times where we have had a hard time, and I don't get to see him at all for a few consecutive days... and it gets hard... I get into a bad mood, and what not... I have thought to myself that This is really too hard... Can I live through this? But when I pray about it and ask Heavenly Father what I should do? I have always had the feeling of hold on and be patient! Happiness is coming your way! :D I have never gotten the feeling that I should break up with him... or we're going to break up! I have always felt that we'll be able to work through our hard times together! :D I of course still have a lot to learn! I want to be able to communicate a little better and actually share what I think with out hesitation! I sometimes wonder Why am I so Shy? Why can't I just talk to him about something that is so simple! (well, when i started thinking those questions, I was still getting know Kevin, and wasn't sure how he'd react or anything... just plain old fear over nothing!) Now that I know him a little better! I feel that it is beggining to get easier to actually communicate and talk to him! :D I now no longer feel so confused about our relationship! :D He called me last night and even though... I was almost alseep... I wasn't too angry about being woken up! LOL! I actually wasn't surprised of "who would be calling me at this time of night?" Ha! of course it is Kevin! LOL! I didn't see him at all yesterday because he had choir performances he needed to attend to and he got to miss school(Lucky Duck! LOL!) I Love Kevin! And I hope he knows that!! :D I enjoy being with him! And I look forward to what ever happends! :D


I LOVE YOU KEVIN!!! :D :D :D