A little Down... and my sisters

So, this week has felt like such a Drag! :P Part of it is because Kevin and I broke up to date around and have "Experience" with other people, because I am too young to think about Marriage, and need to see what other Guys are like... Kevin and I aren't too fond of the fact, and he suggested to try dating around again... and he has intrests in a girl for him to ask out on a date, and I went on one this morning(in a later post...) and we have some personal spiritual goals that we want to accomplish! :D and this is pretty much the safe and mature way to do it. We are both content with it, and taking it rather Calmly(as our Dear Friend and Institute Teacher Brother Teacher tells Kevin). Brother Peterson mentioned that we are very calm with the whole idea, and that he usually sees drama going on, but we haven't had hardly any drama. Which is pretty good! I try to avoid conflict, Drama of any kind, I'm a Peacemaker and I hate having that kind of stress of arguments and Drama... :P Besides Drama is surrounding me with my family and some at Work... but I don't want to get into that on the Blog. I hate Drama, and wish it didn't exsist! Any ways, I've just been feeling a little lonely lately but that can be because I haven't read my Personal reading in my Scriptures and Prayer(of which I have struggled with all my life anyways, but I try to do my best to do that of which I am commanded to do! ;) and also my personal Journal Writing. I haven't kept up on it as I should with the end of 2009 came around, and now it's the new year, I can keep up with it a little better... ;)



This is me and my sister Abbie on Kendra's 5th Birthday! :D

Ok Today at work my Dad came in to pick up a prescription... and Abbie came along as well! It totally made my day cause my week hasn't been easy this week... and it has felt like a drag and I want next week to be so much better! Luckily I have Home teachers coming over on Sunday! And I look over to Tuesday cause that is where I'll be going to Institute class that mine and Kevin's favorite teacher (Brother Peterson). He is a dear friend of ours. He introduced us when we first met. And also, Brother Peterson is such a good listener, he gives so great insight of what we need to do in our personal lives! I Love him like another dad! Just like I would say about Coach Meyring! I can talk about both of those men for hours of how much they have impacted my lives! :D Anyways, Abbie runs into my arms and Says "TASHA!" And I take her behind the counter to ring my Dad out! And one of the people I work with that comes every now and then to work on rotation as well as getting paid as a pharmacy Intern like my Cousin Sean. She was looking at me so confused! It was so funny! Sean notices her confusion, and tells her that Abbie is my Sister, my dad over hears and looks at her and confirms it to her! I look at her, and she says good, cause I didn't remember her mentioning a Kid! haha! I laughed like crazy! And turned bright red! I haven't had someone ask me if my sisters were my Daughters for a couple years... It's just interesting to me how people just think that as the first impression... I want to be a Mother someday Yes! But right now, no, my sisters have in a sense been training me to become a mother(a Mother-in-Training), when they aren't exactly intentionally doing it. I baby sat them pretty much every single day since they were about 3-6 weeks old(kendra about 3 months or something of watching her by myself, because she was like the first baby I ever took care of really...). I Love how innocent their Minds are! My Mom's Blog has remarks that my Sister Kendra has said... and some just make you laugh your head off, and others make you think a bit. It's truly amazing! And I Love it! I just Love My sisters so so much! I look up to them because they are that way! No wonder Christ wants us "to be like little children and come unto Him."