I start School again on Wednesday! I have total mixed feelings about it because I'm going to be busy like crazy! I'm taking 12 credits and doing a payment plan where I'm paying almost $500 dollars a month to my school! I'm a little nervous but confident that I'll make it! It feels right for me to do so cause I know I need to be back in school for at least one more semester before anything big can happen... Whether I end up getting a job with Jet Blue, or I meet someone and end up getting married.
What happened between Chad and I? We are still close friends. I didn't want to make things official that we were dating because he's in the Navy, and I want him to be able to focus on what he's doing in school as well as I'm wanting to have a social life and have more experience with other guys. I still consider Chad as my Best friend and I hope he'll be able to accept that. He's amazing, but the conflict that happened with the balance between me and family wasn't fun. His family is (no offense) really needy and controlling! I don't want to be waiting around the house all the time saying that I'm waiting for my "Boyfriend" to get out of the Navy. No! I'm not a military brat! And I realize that I may end up marrying someone that is in the military, but I've known for a while now that who ever I marry won't be someone that I knew from High School. And I'm always reminded of that! I don't know when I'll meet him, but I look forward to being able to make new friends as I start school again this semester. As well as the fact Chad is in Charlston, SC to finish School and I'm not brave enough to have a long distance relationship... for me that wouldn't be able to last very long if he and I were in a relationship I would go crazy! I like having someone close by and to be able to spend time with when ever I'd like to! :D
I'm also taking like 3 institute classes this semester including one evening institute class! ASL Doctrine and Covenants Brother Wellman who is hard of hearing. :D, Book of Mormon with Brother Hunter on Tuesdays and Thursdays, and Book of Mormon with my favorite Teacher Brother Peterson. I'm taking 2 Orchestra Classes because simply I can't live with out Music and playing my Viola! So I get to play in Symphonic Orchestra and Chamber String Orchestra! And the Audition is to basically to place where I'm going to be sitting. And I'm hoping I can get some help from my friend Eugene that is a great Violist and hope that I'll be able to be his stand partner! It would simply be awesome! :D I'm also taking Math 0950, College Success, and a Career and Major explorment class( thought I signed up for 7 habits for Highly productive people which is now on the waiting list so I'll sign up for it at another time...
"Life is tough but it's even tougher When you're stupid." (Do what works in Life) -Anonymous
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